o-k-l-a-h-o-m-a

well, today was a very interesting day. i went to bed with every intention of sleeping in till kingdom come, but instead, i woke up at 8:30...most uncool, lol, so i ended up just laying around in bed for awhile, and finally, after talking to david for a while, i had some awesome breakfast, yay for my daddy! hmm, then i got back in bed, and didn't get out of it until four, at which point i was still pretty much half asleep. so i went to mow my neighbor's lawn and proceeded to do so, but then as i was dragging the lawn mower back across the lawn to put it away, i apparently ran over a bee's nest, and got stung twice. awesome. well, actually i'm really lucky it was only twice because there were about a hundred bees out there all swarming all over the mower and stuff, and i'm glad my dad wasn't out there because he's deathly allergic to bees. so i should be glad : ) lol, anyways then i watch the video of the kiser production of oklahoma, which was hilarious and awful and awesome, lol. it was so fun to see so many people i know when they were twelve in silly western outfits, hehe(especially shannon wilson who's the coolest person ever!!! hehe there yah go ; )). and now i'm even more sure that i reallllllly want to play Laurey, "the girl" yah know? like the main girl. anyways, auditions start monday so wish me luck! singing auditions aren't till later in the week(if you didn't already gather it, we are doing oklahoma for the musical this year). sigh, there is just so much talent at my school and my drama teacher seems so insistent on NEVER letting me be "the girl" EVER. it kind of makes me mad....i always end up being "the mom", "the dream", or "the dead crazy lady" sigh, i never get to be the envied, pretty girl that all the boys are after... but thats my real life too so i guess i'm used to it, oh well. why must there be such a lack of decent guys in greensboro? its not cool at all. and the few decent ones i know are all totally unavailable... : p but i shouldn't be thinking about boys, i don't have time to do that, nor do i need to be dating or even considering that right now. which is why i'm not. not that its very hard when no one is interested in me. *sigh* why do these stupid updates always end up sounding so down and blah? i'm sorry, lol, i'll try to be more upbeat next time. ; )