outie? yes, outie.

everytime i seem to find some time to write in my blog, i feel too tired and inspired to be interesting at all. But, hey, I should get some points for actually trying for once. Still recuperating from Houston and no sleep. But its only a wretched four days of school until spring break so gloriously rolls around the corner : D i am so so so so so so pumped. trying to finish up projects for most classes but i can seem to find much motivation. *sigh* only a few more weeks lauren, it'll be over soon. oh i hope hope hope : D

this weekend was wondrous. not only did i find the most beautiful, wonderful car (yes, i'm in love, sorry David), i got to see my sammy and have a superb girls night on friday. saturday, after youth praise band practice i pretty much spent the rest of the day with David and everyone else. dinner with the family. church on sunday. really good worship. God definitely met me this weekend. but in a very quiet way, hearing him was so difficult because he was so quiet. but i finally got most everything turned down to hear him. i love the subtleties of God. they just make me smile so much.

another wonderful revelation of the weekend, i cant believe its taken me 18 years to notice, but, i have outie dimples. yes, outie dimples. and best of all? David noticed way before i did. geez oh golly geez do i love that boy. what a blessing he is to me. : D such a blessing, and so cute too! hehehe, okay, sorry, i'll stop being a silly girl in love ; )

college decisions soon, i wish march 31st would go ahead and get here *sigh* soon now, soon. its just i want to go dorm room shopping so badly!! hehe *being such a girl and loving it* and now its time for this girl and her outie dimples to crawl into bed. goodnight!! :)

don't mess with texas

ok so i'm not that much of a slacker, i've just been in texas! i went with my sister's a cappella group from duke and had a great great time! hehe and then today was a snowday!!!!!! hehehe SOOOOOOOOO awesome : D hehehe i love north carolina : ) anyways, just a short update, going to chill out and enjoy my snow day : ) i'm on the car hunt now too : D i love you all : D

playing in the snow

Deep thought for the day:
I think its interesting when I see those people who are too afraid to miss anything in life, they try to do everything, pack it all in, never miss a moment, and they just just end up getting all upset when they do miss out on things. Sometimes I see that kind of person in the mirror. But, whoever said that when it snows that automatically implies you have to play in it? Whoever said that we have to build a snowman and sled down everyhill after running until exhaustion in a huge snowball fight? What about just sitting inside by the fire and watching the beautiful snow blanket the ground and just smiling to yourself as you watch others enjoy the snow. You can play tomorrow because sometimes its okay to just sit back and watch the others, to listen to their shouts and squeals. Who knows what kind of an amazing book you might not read if you get too busy playing outside in the snow? Or all the yummy hot chocolate you wont drink? Life isn't always about everything being the biggest and bestest and most thrilling experience, sometimes the best things are the quiet and still times that you miss when you try to do everything. Next time there's a snowday and I'm tempted to jump into the fray, I'm going to try and sit back, sip my hot chocolate, and just listen. : )

i hate fender benders

*sigh* life is... full of up and downs. this is definitely a down : ( so yesterday this girl rear ended me at school and pushed me into the car in front of me. but the girl's stupid dad is a jerk and is trying to get out of it, getting an investigator to come and check out everything. SOOO unnecessary, i mean, how on earth do you get out of REAR ENDING someone?? it was totally her fault *sigh* i just want to cry because this is just so frustrating and unecessary and making me so mad :*( why can't people just own up to what they did? its their fault and thats that. i'm so angry, people just make me so so mad sometimes. i'm gonna curl up with some hot chocolate and a blanket and cry :*( on a happier note, i love you all, and Jesus is wonderful :)