dreams are like fish, you gots to keep 'em reeling

this is so weird. for whatever reason, the last couple of days i have actually had time to breathe! its great. ok so this is awesome, i am playing in the powderpuff football game at grimsley on friday!! its at seven o'clock and everyone should come!! : D today was definitely a day for some g. love and special sauce, way chilled out and gorgeous outside. yay for beautiful days. the best thing is that days can be beautiful even if its storming or dreary and dull, it all depends on how you look at it and what happens. today was aesthetically beautiful as well though. :D i'm so excited about this game on friday, too bad a lot of people i really want to come see it can't, but i know they love me! silly boys and girls. ; ) i love you guys too. i just feel like giggling today. oh wait, thats everyday... oh well i'm gonna do it anyway. mucho amor a todos!! ; )

there's no such thing as superman

Yay for not updating for lengthy periods of time and then being utterly overwhelmed by the amount of things that can happen in such a short span of time. How does it all get crammed in there? It really blows my mind. Therefore, once again, I'm not going to try and recap or anything, I'll just pretend I haven't not updated for awhile and go from there, capishe? lol I never knew how to spell that darn word. ; )
One of the best things I have learned to a much greater extent recently is the depth of the immeasurable grace of God. I mean, wow. He forgives us and loves us so much when we deserve nothing at all. To be very cliche, His grace is so amazing. I can't stop thanking Him for it. Yay!
I learned a lot this past weekend, a whole lot, about people, relationships, wisdom, and not doing what you want but rather what is the best. And yay for just having a good time in general.
They say that growing up is hard, but what do we learn when everything is easy? I'd rather learn. : )

and she will be loved...

do you ever wish that you could live in one certain moment for eternity? i understand the entirety of that feeling now. and all i can say is i am inexplicably happy... : ) i definitely just had one of the best days of my life, no joke. too bad i forgot my muffin ; ) hehehe

so dont take anything for granted, sit outside in the rain.

well, i'ma bit too lazy, too sick, and too sleepy to write a full update, but i just had the most amazing weekend! i mean wow, i had SUCH a blast with three of the most wonderful people on the face of the planet. yayayay! so, even though i got like NO sleep this weekend, it was worth it and now its time to try and get a little bit in before school tomorrow, lol. i love you all : D haha life is so great

oklahoma is not ok

ok, so i haven't updated in like two weeks, but i've been ridiculously busy and what not...
wow, way too much has happened in teh last two weeks to re-cap, but lots of good and some bad things too...oh well, i guess without the bad things, the good things wouldnt be so wonderful. so anyways, today was disappointing, b/c the cast list went up for the musical, i'm angry and disappointed and confused and sad. i didnt get the part i wanted, of course, and i just don't understand. *sigh* anyways, i'm trying to just get used to it, suck it up, and whatever. there's lots of good things i can think about...its just hard to when you had a bad day. oh well. lots of other things in my life have been very awesome, so yay for that. withot sadness there would be no happiness. anyways, another wonderfulwonderful thing is that David is coming home tonight!!! yay! so i'll get to see him tomorrow! I'm so excited. and also, i'm spending the night at UNC with sam on sunday so yay i get to see her too!! so hopefully that will cheer up my presently dreary weekend : ) anyways, i have to go practice my toga-making skills and hopefully have way much fun at the dudley game tonight!

"its like trying to walk when you never really ever learned how to in the first place"
-yours truly